Life is not that simple anymore…
Sometimes i feel like it has gone from bad to worst…
It’s hard if you are depending or relying on somebody..
But in the end you’ve to tolerate with his/her decision or opinion..
Worst when he/she does not understand what m battling inside..
Yup, I’m not okay..
I keep looking at the motivational quotes to stay strong..
I keep thinking on the holiday that i will never want to have..
I keep thinking on the perception on those who think they are perfect..
And I keep thinking on how do i act normal among them…
I just want to say that I hate being where I am now…just hate it..
I appreciate those who care and love me…but m really sorry because
I could not return your care and your love…
Keeping me means you will hurt yourself more and more…
Should I just walk away and start fresh? But…..
For a time being….i can only give a fake smile…
juzburself 